I don't say "fuck you". I guess it's because if I find someone suitble to say it to, I turn it the way that they don't "deserve my words". I don't think that way, but if someone gets in my way I don't pay attantion to it, I kinda block it. She or he gets a it. If someone hurts me I do the same, I block them away. My brain shuts them off, they're swipped away like a dead animal on a highway.

"I won't cry tonight, because I'm a big girl now."

Spent the week with my brother and at Emma. Damn brother made me go down and lan with him, uhh!

Fucking crap. Shit crap fucking shit crap! :E I'm not feeling good today cherry, not at all. I've been dealing around with my box all day, calling Apple support, doing this doing that, getting my father to drive me just to pick up some random CDs to help me with the Mac. Buuut ... it'll be good. Just so bad I can't find the keys on this damn keyboard, because it's an swedish layout and now I'm so used to my english one. ÅÄÖ**ÖLÖ.

However, tomorrow I might get shot my Josefin in Malmö or so. We'll find a spot. <3>Rebeccas mushroomes, come all orphens. Also, of course I've been going out and in about my eyebrows, now I've decided to actually save them, since they're all grown out and the like. I'm getting a natural-ish look, I can't wait. Mhhm.

I need new shoes, cuz' i liek themh.

Maybe I'm in love, maybe I'm just cared for again.

I have this annoying thing, as soon as somebody is making me feel good, cares about me or makes me feel ... yes, heartwarmed, I fall and get attached. Poly people don't have a easy way of living, do they?! Oh well ... mushroom goodnight and sleeph tight.

But whatever happends with this one, I know there's someone else always all over in my little organ called heart. Because he, will always be so much more.