Hahah, alright alright, I made this to a special person who I wanted to see how my hair has turned out et c. Have fun watching and I hope my old aunt won't see it, *giggle*!

I don't know if I'm making the right choices. The choices of my life. I can get away with no caring, not thinking, go with the flow and end up in a suicide mission. I don't know if it's the guts making me keep going, if it's for someone else or … yeah, maybe I'm just stupid.

Do I have the guts to keep on going, or am I too weak to even try?

… I can't stop now, I can't forget him now.

I didn't get birth to the butterflies in my stomach for no reason.